Jesus Suffered Emotionally


Have you ever heard something in a sermon that suddenly hijacked you down a mental rabbit hole because it was a new thought for you? Well, that happened to me on Sunday as James preached from Matthew 27:11–26, the famous scene of Jesus being handed over to the governor Pilate to be judged for his supposed crimes. My rabbit hole appeared at v.19:

While Pilate was sitting on the judge’s seat, his wife sent him this message: “Don’t have anything to do with that innocent man, for I have suffered a great deal today in a dream because of him.” (Matthew 27:19   NIV)

Here were my detoured thoughts:
- Judaea’s first lady “suffered?” Really?
- Does she have the right to use that word in light of what Jesus is going through? Seriously?
- Jesus really suffered a few days earlier when He saw Jerusalem, and cried for his lost people
- Jesus had really suffered at the betrayal of a close friend and at the desertion of the others
- Jesus was really suffering now because his own people were rejecting him
- and don’t even get me started on the real physical suffering that was about to begin.

Then the fog lifted and I came back.

I know that I’m not supposed to minimize another person’s suffering because we each suffer in our own ways. So yes, Pilate’s wife’s suffering was real; she was burdened by an unrelenting impression and needed to let her husband know her concern. Right now many of you have unrelenting concerns. Some of you are in angst and suffering from the uncertainties of pay-interruptions … or of the health of vulnerable family and friends … or the isolation that you are facing yourself from the imposed restrictions to your need for socialization. These are real.

So all of this begged the question in my mind: can any of us truly comprehend the emotional suffering of Jesus? Besides the things listed above, don’t forget the two times that he had to defend the purity of His Father’s House by beating away the profiteers with a whip? And what about the endless frustrations with his disciples’ lack of faith in their heavenly Father? And what about his broken heart when Lazarus’ faithless family tried to tell the Lord of the Resurrection that Lazarus was just too dead to be helped?

There is unfathomable suffering still ahead for Jesus as I’m sure our pastors will point out in their sermons that lead us into Easter. But what about the suffering He had already endured for the sake of pursuing His mission: to seek and save the lost? He continually suffered these things for us. No wonder Isaiah called Him, “… a man of sorrows … one familiar with suffering.” (Isa.53:3  NIV)

Do you have the strength to pray this Prayer?
Heavenly Father, I pray that You give me the heart of Jesus, to feel with His heart and feel the pain of my lack of trust in you. And then may the pain of my suffering be a Godly sorrow that leads me to repent of my lack of faith so that I can trust you more fully. Amen.

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