Jesus Suffered Emotionally
Have you ever heard
something in a sermon that suddenly hijacked you down a mental rabbit hole because it was a new thought for you? Well, that happened to me on Sunday as James preached from Matthew
27:11–26, the famous scene of Jesus being handed over to the governor Pilate to be judged for his supposed crimes. My rabbit hole appeared at v.19:
While
Pilate was sitting on the judge’s seat, his wife sent him this message:
“Don’t have anything to do with that innocent man, for I have suffered a
great deal today in a dream because of him.” (Matthew
27:19 NIV)
Here were my detoured thoughts:
- Judaea’s first lady “suffered?” Really?
- Does she have the right to use that word in light of what Jesus is going through? Seriously?
- Jesus really suffered a few days earlier when He saw Jerusalem, and cried for his lost people
- Jesus had really suffered at the betrayal of a close friend and at the desertion of the others
- Judaea’s first lady “suffered?” Really?
- Does she have the right to use that word in light of what Jesus is going through? Seriously?
- Jesus really suffered a few days earlier when He saw Jerusalem, and cried for his lost people
- Jesus had really suffered at the betrayal of a close friend and at the desertion of the others
- Jesus was really suffering now because
his own people were rejecting him
- and don’t even get me started on the real physical suffering that was about to begin.
- and don’t even get me started on the real physical suffering that was about to begin.
Then the fog lifted and I came back.
I know that I’m not supposed to minimize
another person’s suffering because we each suffer in our own ways. So yes, Pilate’s
wife’s suffering was real; she was burdened by an unrelenting impression and needed
to let her husband know her concern. Right now many of you have unrelenting concerns.
Some of you are in angst and suffering from the uncertainties of pay-interruptions
… or of the health of vulnerable family and friends … or the isolation that you
are facing yourself from the imposed restrictions to your need for socialization.
These are real.
So all of this begged the question in my
mind: can any of us truly comprehend the emotional suffering of Jesus? Besides
the things listed above, don’t forget the two times that he had to defend the
purity of His Father’s House by beating away the profiteers with a whip? And
what about the endless frustrations with his disciples’ lack of faith in their
heavenly Father? And what about his broken heart when Lazarus’ faithless family
tried to tell the Lord of the
Resurrection that Lazarus was just too dead to be helped?
There is unfathomable suffering still ahead
for Jesus as I’m sure our pastors will point out in their sermons that lead us
into Easter. But what about the suffering He had already endured for the sake
of pursuing His mission: to seek and save the lost? He continually suffered
these things for us. No wonder Isaiah called Him, “… a man of sorrows … one familiar with suffering.” (Isa.53:3 NIV)
Do you have the strength
to pray this Prayer?
Heavenly Father, I pray that You give me the heart of Jesus, to feel with His heart and feel the pain of my lack of trust in you. And then may the pain of my suffering be a Godly sorrow that leads me to repent of my lack of faith so that I can trust you more fully. Amen.
Heavenly Father, I pray that You give me the heart of Jesus, to feel with His heart and feel the pain of my lack of trust in you. And then may the pain of my suffering be a Godly sorrow that leads me to repent of my lack of faith so that I can trust you more fully. Amen.
Amen!
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